`Sunday, March 26, 2006;__
how is mankind like? anyone can tell mi. i m sick, i m tried... let mi tell u a story, on the 25rd nite my baby and i was together and we use to enjoy the life like this.. old route carry out the same.. till morning i still being awke by a monster(gini). i hate the voice of hers.. dame sharp and like to come my room and disturb mi in a fucking mornig when i am hugging my baby...is amost every sat feel so angry about that.. help my baby to do her thing is my presure.. after doing her thing just wanna play maple for a while but she get piss of evertime.. why.. can someone tell mi..iszt my fault.. helping her to do all those stuff nearly and hour. just wanna releax for a while.. to play my maple also cannot.. she still ask mi whether she can play online pool .. what this.. then she tell mi that she don feel wel... so sad.. my heart is so pain. when i saw her lieing on my bed and telling me bee, i in great pain.. that nothing i can do but to try and save her. get her pill to stop her cramp and get her warm water.. hope this will help... sleeping with her till my baby tell mi beee.. feel better le.. i was at a joy but know the pain will come back anytime.. faster take her to take a cab so that she can go home and take a rest... 26rd went out with my brother onthe nite.. so happy to see darly and shoren back to normal again. went to ktv to sing.. feel so happy with them evertime.. baby call at 4 and ask mi where am i... told her that i with them. but her voice suddlen change.. i know that she angry. but why???? so i in a bad mood now.. went drink with them and they tell mi to relax.. after u drink and go a take a good rest.. dud think too much.. feel so tried at the time le.. take a nap but they wake mi up and ask mi whether i m ok.. i say of course i m ok.. i m not drunk.. is just that veri tried.. so i told them i leaving ... it was amost 6 in the morning. took a cab and reach home... strip and change then sleep.. just wanna close my eye and my hp rang// is baby.. told her i m veri tried and she hang up... till 4 wake up and open my com and call her.. listen to her angry voice again... sign in to my msn and saw wat.. she wrote DO U KNOW DO U CARE DO U BOTHER AND DO U GIVE A FUCK DAME.. WHAT DID i done.. pls can some one tell mi.. i m veri veri veri tried.. 4.43pm 26rd
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